Mandarin

I'm proud myself that my mandarin skills is getting better nowadays. I still remember when i'm still kid, my grandma will get irritating to talk with me because most of the time i will use English mix with little mandarin to reply her question till she remind my parent to improve my mandarin before its getting too late. Maybe sometime she don't get what i try to mean that's why till today i still give her impression that my mandarin knowledge on same bar with thus kids at kindergarten. Well can't blame her since we hardly meet each other especially now i am permanently based at Australia and i think it's getting worst for that impression.

Beside that I'm really admire thus Taiwanese mandarin accent. I don't know why but i just like it so much. However i always get asked by people when i'm communicate in Mandarin due to my accent. It's just feel so irritating till sometime people question about my origin. Well don't get me wrong i don't have taiwanese or chinese accent when i'm communicate in Mandarin it's just totally different from the way chinese Malaysian speak mandarin. Sometime i just don't feel the different or gap till someone question about it and at the same time i just feel like it will be much better that i just stop communicate with stranger or thus that i'm not familiar with in Mandarin for sake of getting myself in trouble. 

If that is not worst. Some people still dare to comment that i doesn't look like Chinese but more towards to mixed. When ask them to clarify more detail about 'MIXED' then the question is on the air. None of them can really give me the answer. With tan skin doesn't mean that i doesn't look like Chinese. Gosh what happen to human being nowadays. Whatever i just love suntan! It's been few month i didn't go for my suntan and it's seem like today weather is not bad at least sun is out at this hour. But hopefully it still be there till late afternoon. Well not body can predict Melbourne weather. Welcome on board, a city which have a weather like how ladies swing their emotion.

I think i need go to take some nap before get my suntan at my backyard at the same time it's time to swim as well. At least today is not so cold!